Cause what’s left to lose?
I’ve done enough.
And if I fail well then I fail, but I gave it a shot.
And these last three years, I know they’ve been hard.
But now it’s time to get out of the desert and into the sun,
even if it’s alone.” —
The Format (On Your Porch)
(I’ve been repeating this in my head these last few days. Because I have done enough, and I shouldn’t have to feel guilty for wanting to leave, and I resent my family trying to make me feel guilty.)
Ben is refusing to let me go until he is my first out of lines catcher.I love him, he’s the best.
It actually makes me kind of happy that the coworker I had a thing with quit so long ago, which ended our relationship.
Because looking back on the time when he was there and we were obviously together Ben treated me differently.
A little archaic but he treated me like I belonged to DJ and he was worried about saying something that would offend him.
But then DJ left and Ben really let his true colors show
he’s like the annoying 4th brother i never wanted
he’s horrible and amazing
So apparently you can make this little thing called salt glitter.
Basically, you like put food coloring on salt and cook it and then when it’s ready, it becomes salt glitter.
Do you even realize how many spn creatures are affected by salt? You could go around throwing this shit at demons all like
You electrify my life.
Let’s conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive.
this is all becoming real
it will be awkward
You will wake some days,
sore and bruised
having used muscles that had gone
unused for so long
you will fall and fail.
again, and again, and again.
You will experience sharp pains
in your chest
that hurt more when you try
to breathe deeply
just breathe deeply.
You will lose.
And it will be beautiful.
you can see the beach from the trapeze rig!!
oh god my life is awesome!!